so the guy that im currently going out with (ill call him 'john') is really great and all, but i dont know. at the beginning of this summer, i met him at my friends' party, and it was like one of those times when you meet someone and you're like "hey i feel like i've known you forever and i like you already". but he had a girlfriend, cate, so i backed off. but then he broke up with her, because cate is a huge bitch, and we sorta started seeing each other. it wasn't anything formal, but it was still a thing nonetheless.
so then one day, out of the blue i get this text message saying that he need to talk to me. weird. so i call him and he tells me that some girl that he'd had a crush on forever really liked him, and he was gonna go for it.
i was fucking shocked.
i really couldn't believe it because the day before he was going on about how much he liked me and how great i was and so on. it was seriously out of nowhere. but becuse i'm so chill, i got over it pretty quickley.
but then he started going out with super bitch cate again. i mean this is the girl that john openly admitted to hating! well, that lasted like a month, and then about one month ago, john started texting my best friend donna about how much he missed me and how he can't get over me. so i confronted him and was like"you cant do this. you have to make a fucking decision and stick to it!"
well he (finally) picked me. but now im not so sure that i can trust him. he's like a cute, lovable golden retriver, because if you throw a ball, then the dog'll go after it, but if you have a squaky toy in the other hand, then he's all about the other toy. he can only focus on and like what's directly in frount of him at the moment.
i guess i cant really do anything... but i wish i could...
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